February 2012
I can tell when my Lexa Pro wares off….I need to go to bed early then.
tyra banks: 10 beautiful ladies stand before me
tyra banks: but i only have nine pictures in my hands
tyra banks: and they're all of me
tyra banks: lol
I tried not to think of the words “searing”, “flesh”
Where the fuck is my Abilify
I’ve never been to this low. It’s not even the suicidal thoughts this time.
I keep going back and forth.
There’s no point of laying around being depressed. I don’t need to relive what happened last year. Yeah, things suck. But there’s no point. There’s no chances. So I’ll do what I did last year.
…Party.
I miss her so much
If I had a razor
I used to rely on self-medication,
I guess I still do that from time to time.
But I’m getting better at fighting the future,
“Someday you’ll be fine..”
Yes, I’ll be just fine.
Tell me that you’re alright,
Yeah everything is alright.
Oh please tell me that you’re alright,
Weep for yourself, my man,
You’ll never be what is in your heart
Weep Little Lion Man,
You’re not as brave as you were at the start
Rate yourself and rake yourself,
Take all the courage you have left
Wasted on fixing all the problems
That you made in your own head
But it was not your fault but mine
And it was your heart on the line
I really fucked it up this time...
